Cheesy.

I forgot that chris's birthday was the first. I don't want to text him, but knowing that I missed his birthday makes me feel horrible. How cheesy.

How lame is it that I can't even think of the concept of dating without him popping into my head.

I know its not a rebound anymore, but I need a relationship like that to show me that I can be happy with someone else.

But, the worst of all, I can't remember the look of his face or the color of his eyes or the smell of his skin or the sound of his voice. What makes this horrible, is that I am glad I am forgetting but angry at myself for taking so long.