How come a simple question can drive me crazy? I swear though, if one more person asks me if I'm ok or tells they're sorry I'm going to lose it. I am fine. I don't want to talk about it.
I know I broke off my engagement and got horribly verbally assaulted by his mother and I know I had to move home. I know because I lived it. So stop telling me it must suck. Guess what? It does suck. Sometimes I just want to scream at my own life right now. But its my life. Its the only one I got and I'll be damned if I let a shit break up hold up my life.
So no I'm not ok really but I will say I'm fine. I am fine. I am living. I am thriving. I am in a better situation now than I was before. So yes I lost someone that I love but you know what? I still have good memories. He and I are on great terms. Honestly. I have a wonderful family that is here for me 110%. I have good friends. I have challenging classes. I have a job I enjoy. I am blessed in so many ways. I actually thank God for bringing Kyle in my life because now I know what real love feels like and I know what I need from a partner. So I will be ok.
So please, stop asking if I'm ok. I'm fine. I swear.
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