I'm in a strange place in my head when I'm home. I miss my friends. I have a hard time finding a balance within myself with what I want to share with family. I never feel sure of my decisions here because I'm afraid of hurting/disappointing my parents.
However, I am so thankful for getting along with my family now. Grant it, my brother is still an angst ridden 16 year old and my sister is a massive anorexic and cranky perpetually. Yet, I love them and we get along so much better now. I think things are finally to a place where I can understand that people like their siblings.
My parents are wonderful as well. Seeing my dad at work today was great and spending all day with mom was one of the best welcomes back.
Now if the holidays just stay smooth....
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