Ick. It's monday. That day of the week when you just wanna curl up in bed and wish the world away. I have so much school work to do still and I'm just tired.
I love spending the weekends with Kyle. It's amazing to get to spend time with him and watch our relationship grow. However, me being me, I get very anxious when I come back to school again. I miss him and I find it hard to switch from girlfriend mode to schoolwork no fun hannah mode. It causes a noticable rise in my anxiety that I highly dislike.
Also, Kyle is sick. I wish I could make him feel better. I hate the smile being missing from his face.
Also also, I got really scared yesterday because I realized that now that Kyle knows I love him, I'm vulnerable to being hurt. I talked to him about it and it's all ok now, but the worry is still there. I just don't want to fall super in love with him then have him leave. But, I know he loves me too so it should be ok.
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