Kyle and Kelsey are/were fighting the last week. That explains why Kyle has been spending so much time with me and wanting me there every night. I don't mind. I love spending time with him, but I did feel a little taken advantage of when I figured this all out. I felt like Kyle took advantage of me wanting to spend time with him so that he didn't have to deal with Kelsey and not because he wanted to spend time with me. We talked about this and he reassured me that is not true. He said he likes me being with him. I said I love being with him. I love waking up in the morning to a kiss on the shoulder before he gets out of bed for work. I love hearing I love you before I fall asleep. It's amazing.
He's stuck living with Kelsey and James until December. Depending on if I get the IAS position on campus or any part time job really, I could live with him next year. We'd stay in his current apartment until the end of the year then get our own place in December. It's possible. I know I would miss living on campus, but I'm barely here now. I'd like to put down some roots with Kyle. I have such a good feeling about us and I want to see where our relationship goes. I could see myself marrying this man down the road. He's everything I need to balance me out but I'm still me and I love that. So, I'm officially on the job hunt like crazy right now. Wish me luck!
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