I'm skipping class to finish my paper for senior seminar. I looked at it again this morning and just wasn't happy with what I had. I'm slowly adding in more strong material in hopes of making it better. I feel like my paper is going to be far worse than everyone else's but in the end, I won't know. I'm trying to keep it in perspective as just a paper, but it's hard. I have to present it tonight and I'm terrified. So, it's not techinically due until next week, but we're presenting this week. I don't understand this professor at all.
So, if I fail this paper and fail this class, yeah I'll be mad, but I have to remind myself that I can always try it again (not likely) or I can change my english major to a minor and be done with it. One F on my transcript isn't going to kill me. Mom and Dad said I won't disappoint them and I know I will succeed at my goals long term. This may just be one small failure in the process of being great.
I skipped class today. It's the last week of class. Nothing is happening. But I need the time to get this done and practice my presentation. Wish me luck.
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