Life is back to normal for these two days when Kyle is home. It's good to feel safe and comfortable in our relationship again. We aren't out of the woods by any means. We have plenty to work on, but I'm feeling confident that whatever our outcome may be, it will be the right one.
It's nice to be missed and to hear him say I love you again now that he's home. I know that when he's gone this next time (3-17) I will have to work to make sure that I don't lean on him too much when he's gone. I know I need to stay busy and I have plans to do so. I love Kyle so much and I'm willing to work on the flaws in myself that cause us difficulty. I also know that these parts of my personality need to change regardless of a man. I have to work on bettering myself as a person and in doing so I will hopefully show Kyle that I'm not as broken as I first appeared.
I am ready for the challenges I will face as an Army wife. I hope that in these next two trips when Kyle is away that he will see that I can be the wife he wanted and that we will make it together. I am hoping that we still get married in January, but if we postpone it, I'm ok with that too. I'd rather be happy and not married than married and unhappy.
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