Kyle has only been gone for 14 hours and I already wish he was home. The next two weeks are going to be long ones. I start my second job on tuesday. I work on Wednesday. I have more new job training on Thursday. I'm already feeling burdened and my calming force is gone. To top it all off, I crashed his car into a cement barrier today after dropping him at the airport which made life sooooo great. Not. But Kyle is a kind and loving man and was only concerned with my safety and making sure I was ok. I feel horrible, but nothing to be done at this moment. Thank goodness he has two cars.
I'm tired, but I don't want to crawl in our bed alone. It just feels so empty without him. Kahlua helps, but a dog can only do so much...
Hopefully keeping busy will help me.
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