Being at home is great to see my family and I love the feeling of being in my house. However, being home makes me see just how lonely I am sometimes. Here, no one is awake at 2 to talk to me or just keep me company. I miss my friends at school so much.
Also, being home makes me have all these old memories of my high school years and being so close to Blaine makes me literally want to run back to my dorm and be safely away from there.
I don't know what to do with myself here and I have so little control over anything it's causing all this anxiety. It's making me sleepy all the time because that's one of the things I have control over... it's annoying.
Just thought I should update again. Happy holidays...
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