So... Kyle called after drill. It was great to hear him. :)
He was telling me about how he wants to be a drill sergeant. To do this, he'd have to go away to "school". Then it would be working fulltime like 18 hour days. I said go for it. I want him to be happy and I know it's what he wants. I mentioned how I want to go away to Grad school. He said he could take me with him. I had a mini heart attack. I love how sincere and hopeful he is. I feel so guilty now though. In my head, I just kept thinking... now is the time to cut your losses and run. You don't want to get in too deep and then get hurt again Hannah... But somehow, I can't. I like him. And we have time before those things happen. Sure, it's scary, but I know it could work out and be so amazing.
I feel like a grown up and a child all at the same time. And I don't know which is worse.
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