So, I've been obsessing over this class. I've been trying intensely to read the articles super critically and take meticulous notes. I gave up trying to do that this evening cause I just was tired. I read through 4 of the 5 articles in roughly 3 ish hours and I understood it better than when I tried to read them carefully.
My fear of doing horrible actually was inhibiting me from doing the best work that I normally can do. Huh.
Also, I went to MOA today with Brooke and Melissa and Diana. It was actually a really good time. I feel pretty comfortable with these girls and they don't force me to go out of my comfort zone. I'm really happy with how my life is starting to pan out.
Lastly, I am so thankful for my courage in the face of my anxiety and depression. In all honesty these last few weeks for me have been very trying and tiring. I've felt very sad and there were days where I didn't think I could get out of bed, but I remembered to have courage. God has granted me the ability to be strong when things are tough. I never would have agreed if He offered me the choice to experience my life the way I have to become the person I am, but He knew best and has gotten me to a good place in life.
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