I'm clumsy and I trip a lot. I drop things repetedly and sometimes I just can't help but fall out of my chair. I break things and I'm broken myself.
See, there is so much pressure in society to be like everyone else and to fit in. There is this force that carries young adult society along that seems to be pushing for every girl to be blonde with big boobs and a petit little butt. There is slowly becoming no niche for the people who aren't what society wants, but also who aren't completely weird. I'm in this in-between. I want to fit in and have lots of friends and be that person that everyone knows, but deep at heart, I want my few friends that I like and that's it.
Now the reason I bring this up is because of boys. The cute ones never date the weirdos, thankfully I don't hang out with them. And the ugly ones are hopeless. The average guys think they can date the above average girls, but in reality they should be catching girls in my little social area of average. I sound shallow, but these people are shallow. I have yet to find a cute guy that a) does not have psychological issues b) does not want to just have sex c) isn't stupid d) is caring and sweet. This makes me frustrated. I want to disregard the attractiveness factor, but the truth is I can't. If I find someone unattractive I'm not going to want to date them. So, because of my standards or whatever you'd like to call them, I cannot have nice things.
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