I said goodbye to the one sure random thing in my life. Chris. I feel disconnected. I feel quiet. I feel out of it. I feel like I went to sleep and never woke up.
I know I did what is best. I intend to stick to this. I enlisted Mak and Brooke in helping me stay strong.
I just don't feel like I'm a part of my life at the moment. I know what I have to do and I know what I want, but I feel like I'm opening my eyes to the world on the sunniest day of the year. I feel blinded. I know I'll be ok. I'm not sad. I'm not even worried. I just feel disconnected. Thanksgiving will be good.
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