Wednesday, March 7, 2012

the end of an era

It is officially the end of an era for me. It is the end of a time in my life where I have been perpetually lost and confused. I have been transitioning for a few days now and I am starting to a get a footing on where I am.

I feel:
Lonely
Conflicted about school
Worried about my life plans
Lonely
Nerdy
Awesome
Smart
Lonely
Courageous
Imaginative
Faithful
Strong
Lonely

For some reason, I feel lonely. I do not need cuddling or any of that cute business. I am not sure why I want it so bad right now. I just feel beyond lonely and like I need someone to just make me feel special and cuddle me like they mean it. Not just cause we slept together cuddle, but because we didn't kind of cuddling. Just to hold me kind of cuddle.

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