I should be sleeping, but I'm wide awake and kinda sad. I miss my family. I miss my friends at school. I'm thinking I need to leave Kirsten. She is a great friend, but the judgements and the gossip and so much opinion is not healthy for me. I already deal with self doubt and criticism. I don't need her to criticize me too.
And, i'm still adjusting to not having Chris as a thought in the back of my mind. He used to fuel my inner fire and now I'm trying to find new ways to keep myself going strong.I feel much more clear headed now though. I'm going in the right direction...
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