So tiffany asked how things with Chris are. I explained that we talk and hang out sometimes without doing anything but then other times we're more like friends with benefits. She said that that counts as dating but its not official or exclusive or committed or even talked about. So can you date sans commitment?
Its convenience. Its an old comfort. Its something but the something isn't enough to be anything so essentially its nothing. So why?
Because my heart is so incredibly tied to his that despite both our efforts we keep ending up back in each others arms. Because he is one of the only people that I can talk to without feeling anxious. Because he's charming. Because he finds me beautiful. Because I feel special around him.
But am I special? Am I the only one? Does he run back to another ex? Does he text someone else more than me? Is he lying? Does he feel anything or is it all fake?
I'm running in circles here.
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