So, despite beautiful words, fun flirting, and some great butterflies in my tummy, this probably isn't going to work. You don't trust me and I honestly don't trust you. I try to ignore the dying urge to ask what and where and with whom you are all the time, but the fact that I don't believe I'm important enough to you is the answer to my questions. So, I guess you may be an amazing guy and I love you somehow, but it will not work to go anywhere than where it's been way too many times before.
This being said, I'm not going to quit talking to you and in all liklihood, I will probably come see you, but I know it isn't going to mean anything.
I am young and I'm allowed to do what I want sometimes. I'm allowed to be dumb and see an attractive guy just cause I want to. I may be making a dumb choice, but I am not making a stupid choice. I know the consequences and I accept them.
I'm not looking for a relationship and holding onto only that, I know that won't happen. But is it so wrong to want to kiss the person who gives you butterflies?
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