Lately, I have felt my mood rising. I'm becoming comfortable without Chris. I smiled today when I realized that an old song came on and I didn't feel sad. I'm ridiculously proud of myself for being strong and not giving in. I'm allowing myself to be happy and boy does it feel good. For so long I've felt like I was't allowed to feel happy after losing the man I loved, but the truth is, he's just a boy. There will be more. Eventually I will find one who loves me inside and out and is comfortable with me. Until then, I am happy. I will attract more attractive bees with honey than a jar full of tears. :)
Also, Starbucks has become a problem. I need, Need, NEED coffee everyday now. Welcome to adulthood lol
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