I take it back, they are nuts...

My friends are so strange sometimes! They handcuffed me to Joe and made me walk down the hall like that! so strange! and Rich stripped and threw a tie at me. and then everyone was telling me to go just run after him and throw him into bed! how awkward! I mean, don't get me wrong, Rich is great. He's super funny and really awesome, but i don't want to just jump into sex with someone. I want something a little bit more meaningful than that. I need to take my life so slow with my mental and emotional state. I need time and space. everyone telling me to just go for it doesn't help. if anything it makes me feel stressed and pressured and it ruins the feelings that could be there.