Reality

Nothing ever really can go the way we expect it to. Reality is completely off from our dreams. Reality is the only truth though.

We may not always be employed. We may not always have enough time, money, or sleep to live the life we want. We may not always live where we want to, but it is where we are. Reality may not be what we wanted, but it is how we look at and perceive reality that defines our life experience.

Live life. Never go to sleep saying "I wish I would have.." Take every chance you can to experience life to the fullest, because waiting around on something, someone, or someplace, to be what we want it to, is an utter waste of time.

Reality is shoving itself in my face a lot right now. School is becoming stressful with lots of projects. I have family things going on. And, I don't know what to do about someone that I really want to be in my life, yet she doesn't seem to be as desireful about it as I am. I am a little ball of stress without my usual outlet. Part of being a grown up is learning to handle it, and I am. However, it is hard. So bear with me readers, this may get to be a bumpy confusing space for a bit, but it only reflects the stuff going on in my head. :)